Understanding

There are no positives to stem from hating. I care about my family, which is to say those members of my family who care about me. Nothing positive comes out of frustration. I loathe how my circumstance breeds no joy and so much frustration. My wishes revolve around staying healthy and so I continue to try and to wish good health upon myself and the ones I love.

Days off

So I don’t know that I could accurately refer to these as days off. We don’t gave any orders and for whatever reason I’m unable to put in 8 hour days of sorting through old garbage and asking my boss what to do with it.

So in essence I have barely worked in the new year. Ugh. My account is going to take a hit. The thing is my work is filthy and I’m stuck on being myself. Time off and being poor for so long I forgot who I was and now it’s like where am I going to find a job that I get to be myself. I want to work at a magazine so much. Anyway.

(drool)

I came over to my parents house to wash my lame ass work uniform and got some A&W on the way. Man so good. It’s more expensive but it’s worth it. So I get home and there’s an apple Danish ring!

Shoot I zeriously love the taste of Danish.

Man I get home and I get to watch ridiculous BET sitcoms and they’re so good. I just caught the end if one with Brandy and Ray-J LOL and now it’s one on one Flex Washington. But I gotta run and throw my sheet in the dryer.

It works again.

The title could be used to describe both myself and my iPhone wordpress app. Perhaps the answer to who isn’t self indulgent is myself. I was able to publish my draft blogs that sat in my phone for weeks. I’m watching hockey if you could bekive that. My mood had been a cheerful one though and I hope to continue being happier. I have to hit on girls. I have to. I have to get better at it and get feel more love.

Self infulgence

I would ask who isn’t self indulgent.

Writers block

To write to a girl with the motive of being with her is a complicated matter. I have a firm grasp of the Internet when of comes to getting a girls attention or for writing to have her on a wavelength of take me I’m yours. But I haven’t figured out how to approach casually, get a number and get her to my place. Or even to go out. I suspect the go out would be much simpler in a legit city. Or perhaps if I made more money.

Jealous

Saw through fqcebook that an old friend scored a cool job. And even better- based out of North Vancouver. I just quit my $8.85/hr. gig at mcdonalds and my other job has been freezing me out for the entire 2009. I’m down around $3000 because of it. Oh yea and I’m stuck in Regina. How awesome. And what’s so great about Regina? Well for example the other night I checked my weather app and it was:
17 degrees warmer in Calgary
18 degrees warmer in Vancouver
19 degrees warmer in Montreal
and 20 degrees warmer in Toronto.

Go Regina.

Needs

I need to meet one girl who would hit me the way I would hit her. Then again who has the dick.

New version confusion

So I got a new updated version of iPhone wordpress and because of its use of landscape typing it is improved. That said, they switched the logo icon to dark blue and half of my posts are strangely absent. Or at least they’re hiding somewhere that I have yet to recognize. I have been thinking today. And it has been a discouraging day. But even so I long to have one name I could use universally across various Internet sites. As it stands I havenot even a single nick name that I like and to complicate it further I don’t like the projection of my last name when it comes to the forming of impressions based upon names. That has me rather down. I don’t know what else to write right now so I will leave it at that.

Edit: restarted my phone and it now works well.

Land of the free

And the home of the brave. I want to reach out and touch it. I don’t wamt waste my life looking through a window. Thesun shining into my bedroom in the morning is terrific. I have to share that with a girl that steady stays on my mind. And I have to accomplish it stat. I look at the weather on my phone and I long for eight degrees a d rain in vancouver versus the minus fifteen here. I haveyi get these integra brakes. I’m so grateful to my boss for letting me do my own thing and I’m confidentthat today I will accomplish some things.

Small town people

I don’t believe that pointless scrutiny and nosy behaviour is becoming. I find it quite repulsive.

Weather

Let’s be clear I loathe the frigid winter but on the whole the changing of seasons makes me uncomfortable.

Angry

Everyone is freezing. Me out.